Earlier this week I announced that a couple was coming to look at our house. They seemed really interested but apparently didn’t make their decision in time because we had another couple look at it yesterday and they just signed a lease agreement. I know I should be super happy that they signed a 2-year lease agreement with the option to buy at the end but I am so sad! I cried for 30 minutes and all C could say was “you knew this day was coming.” Yes I knew it was coming but I didn’t expect it to hurt. This is the most perfect house! It has everything I could have asked for and then some. We have so many memories here that I cannot bare the thought of leaving. This was our first house as a couple. The first house we brought Princess P home to. Her first Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year’s and Easter was here.
It just hurts!
I know I will be a mess Wednesday when the movers are packing the boxes. And it will be even worse when they load the boxes onto the truck Thursday. To make matters worse we still haven’t found a house where we are moving to! So all of our stuff is going into storage and we are staying in a tiny 1-bedroom apartment until we find something.
That could be days or months.
But C, showing affection in the best way he knows how, has agreed to take us to the beach today. It only takes us an hour to get there and I wanted to take Princess P for the first time. We are going to spend the first part of the morning hopefully shopping followed by lunch and some actual beach time. Then I promised C we could get some crab legs.
I hope that brings me out of my depression!